How the hell does anyone know what they want? Why? How? Who?
When I was young I figured there'd be a point at which I'd say: well, I've done it. That settles it. I'm doing what I love with the person I love in the place to be, and everything has fallen into place. In some respects that's true. But more broadly I've come to understand that I'll always feel some sense of dissatisfaction, if not with my plight, then with the world that revolves around me. (That's right, goddamn it! Me, baby, me!)
So we've passed a few more arbitrary demarcations of the passage of time.
I may be getting older, but my mind is becoming more agile. It better. My body certainly isn't.
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